Where Did the Money Go?
I am really sharing my most shameful part of what has happened during this most recent "Quiet Hypomanic" episode. All of the money I went through in a few short months .... A major symptom of a Manic or Hypomanic Episode...
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H.O.P.E - Hang On Pain Ends
Alana Michaels
The Movie Didn't Live Up to the Trailer.
This was a quick thought as I was trying to come up with a way of describing how it feels to have just experienced almost six months of this "amazing life" and all of the plans and visions and hopes and dreams that felt ...
My Son Survived Middle School... But it wasn't Easy.
Any parent out there that has had ... or currently has (or even will have) a child in Middle School... you hear about it.... I REMEMBER it myself ... the worst part was the "fights" that used to happen amongst kids that ...
Milestones Without Mania.
So now that I am realizing ... during all of these months, as much as I was of course grieving my Father ... and missing him during the big moments ... like Christmas... my Birthday... and Parker's first Soccer Game ... ...
A Walk To Remember ...
This was the first time I started recording since the depressive crash ... where I felt like I was coming back to ... "myself." Although in ways, I really am unsure on who "myself" really is anymore. I am still reeling a...
Father's Day 2026.
I think this one speaks for itself.... it's a day that we all have dreaded for months...I was unsure how I would feel today as I went to sleep last night ... but through the tears in this recording, I think it ended up b...
Was My Brain Protecting Me?
I've never in my life felt "lucky" to have Bipolar Disorder .... nobody ever wishes for a mental illness... so I will not say in this moment I feel lucky... or happy... but ... I guess in this moment I am starting to see...
The Fog.
As I am here in this "inbetween" state of hypomania and depression .... I feel so foggy... yet somehow, clear in the sense that I am now looking through what has transpired over the past 5-6 months through a different le...
Manic for Months and I had NO Idea.
This is when the realization was becoming clear ... a depressive episode of Bipolar disorder doesn't just happen .. as I have said many times "what goes up... must come down." - I was realizing that not only was I now su...
The Bipolar Depressive Crash - 6/2/26.
In the history of my illness I have never gone to sleep one night feeling "Fine" and then waking up the next morning and felt Depression. But... I guess there's a first time for everything. I want to emphasize that by th...
Please Listen to This First.
Hi everyone.... I ask you listen to this before you listen to the upcoming episodes.... I was very close to deleting the entire podcast two weeks ago... I was beyond embarrassed, ashamed, and devastated.I have decided in...
The Little Signs from Heaven... Are the Big Signs.
I Finally finished reading the book "Signs" by Laura Lynne Jackson .... there was a part in the book where the author talks about how one of the hardest "signs" your angels can send you is a Rainbow .... as you all know ...
Who the EFF Does Alana Think She Is?
The More this Journey continues for me... the more the subject matter, the tone, the style... the opinions... the feelings... the ... EVERYTHING changes for me in REAL LIFE ... and Here on the podcast! Lately I find myse...
Let. God. Handle. It.
"Everything happens for a reason..." ... "God Has a Plan..." "Let Go and Let God..." so many ways to say something that is SO simple... but SO hard to actually practice in everyday life! I have been thinking recently as ...
My Head On Dad's Pillow ...
LOTS OF TEARS OUT OF THE GATE IN THIS ONE! .... I was at my Dad's house... and I decided to climb into his bed .... and lay on his pillow... and once the sobbing subsided ... I hit Record.The crying does continue on and ...
Growing Pains Are Real
This one was sparked by me seeing the last scene of the SERIES finale from the 90's show Growing Pains ... I started crying ... a little unsure on exactly why ... but it was a moment I wanted to capture ... So I hit reco...
Cleansing Circle of H.O.P.E
I LOVE THIS ONE! After getting one of my impromptu astrology emails ... and I really listened to what she was saying... I made a true epiphany that I had not realized before .... there was one person in my past that real...
When the Caterpillar Turns into the Butterfly.
IF YOU ARE MAKING ANY CHANGES IN YOUR LIFE... OR YOU WANT TO MAKE ANY KIND OF PHYSICAL, EMOTIONAL, SPIRITUAL ... (or anything else you can think of) CHANGE ... please take time to listen to this episode. I share a lot he...
Homesick for Heaven.
This is a different kind of episode. As most of you know by now, I have been given a very special gift to be able to communicate with my Dad, along with some of my other loved ones that are now in Heaven. Lately... I hav...
Dad Has Been Reading my Journal.
This was one inspired when I went back and read the few entries I wrote directly after my Father had passed away .... This is a short episode but impactful. I truly feel it shows how much our loved ones can HEAR and actu...